heart breaking.

its been really long i have not experienced this kind of pain.
whyy is my blog always record my sad memories? :(

i really do NOT feel well. just let me express without organizing.
i am pain, in a real heart pain. with my tears that dont remember how to flow out..


i used to hold back my tears, and this time will not be an exception.
big girls dont girl. i am BIG GIRL! :') yes, i am..